Wednesday, February 15, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
***... i was waiting for you to return, but you never came back ..
i thought you'll never leave me, but i understand. sorry if i wasn't able to .................... at least you've decided.
it's better off this way .. to go on with our lives .. it's just that
i can't forget you .. but somehow i will .. i have to learn to let you go .. to hold off to our memories. twas you who lifted me up when i was down, helped me stood up for what i believe in .. for letting me see and appreciate the world when i cant .. who held me when i'm losing my grip ., you never left me alone ..
you were there when i needed someone ..i never should have let you go. my heart longs for you .. i want to be with you again. but maybe through this i could pay back all the things you've done .. for the sufferings i've caused, pains i gave you and all ..
i hope you'll be happy in whatever path you'll take, i'll just be here for you,
staying right here, hoping, wishing and waiting ... ***
x3:31 AM
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
no one understood me anyway ...
i can sense fear ., i should've followed my intuition ., i am trapped in this shell .. can't escape. i have to settle this all .. and one by one face the consequences .. its just when i thought that everything is going right, suddenly all went wrong.
tears begin to drop. my mind wanders .. what the hell was i doin?! i thought everything would fall in to the right path. and even though things go worse, i'll have to believe in myself, on what i can do to make the situation better. i only have me, on whom i can lean on ..
"..Tears fell from her eyes. can't stop the pain .. hoping someday she'll forget the one she loved most, the one she want to spend her life with .. but those sweet memories just faded away .."
it only hurts when i breathe ..
x3:26 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
currently at the comp sci., lab .. trying to make a webpage. uhmm .. sumthin related to feb. 14 .. hehe. i've decided to collect poems .. and .. uhmm .. i still don't know how to decorate it .. but i hope i can finish this .. hehe .. gtg. :D
x6:50 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
hehe. it's been a long time since i last updated this blog. even the other blog, uhmm .. i haven't updated it since last year. well, it would be too long if i'm going to write down all the things that happened. we're in comp sci., lab right now, trying to work on the iframe attributes. hehe. :) as much as i want to share all those thoughts, memories and all, i'll lack time. so maybe i'll put it one by one. :)
missed you all. :)
x6:53 PM
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
hehe. it's been a long time since i last updated this blog. even the other blog, uhmm .. i haven't updated it since last year. well, it would be too long if i'm going to write down all the things that happened. we're in comp sci., lab right now, trying to work on the iframe attributes. hehe. :) as much as i want to share all those thoughts, memories and all, i'll lack time. so maybe i'll put it one by one. :)
missed you all. :)
x6:53 PM
