Tuesday, April 25, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
as i sit here in the window thinking of you,
why do you always make me so blue?
just the thought of you crossing my mind
there's a strange new feeling i can find.
Ever since you've been here
everytime you go near,
my mind starts to wander
thinking of you and me together.
Starting to build illusion
that often leads to confusion,
nice memories starts to fade away
everything seems so lost, i don't know what to say. :c
I've loved you before
though you have closed the door
still, i stood there waiting for you,
i thought you were falling too.
It was a strange feeling
hard to deal with your feelings
but then i was wrong
i need to walk for a mile long.
You used to know me,
you knew my deepest desires,
my point of view
though i don't know how you got a clue.
But then while waiting for you,
i found another person too ..
the person who made me feel complete
the one who made my heart skip thrice a beat.
He made me feel complete
love me more than you ever did
but then you knew
there's a sudden change in the way i do.
I felt sad
I felt bad
since you start making me feel, that hurts deep inside,
causing a bruise that i need to hide.
Could it be possible?
that the one i used to love the most,
has returned my favor,
and has loved me back too?
How come you didn't tell me,
i've almost waited you for all my life ..
but i think it's too late
for this is not my fate.
Why'd you have to let go?
Why didn't you just say no?
you made my life hard for me,
you can't do nothing, it's too late, so let it be.
If i could just stop the time
and bring it back
to where we've been so close
where summer ends so soon,
to where the sky fades to the deep blue moon.
If i could undo the things
and correct all wrong things that brings pain in me,
i would, just to let it be.
Why do things have to happen on the wrong time?
It's too wrong to have you mine.
If your love's eternal,
If you can still wait for me,
whatever happens,
i'll still be in love with you
even in my next life,
i hope you'll look for me ..
and feel the same way too.
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