Sunday, April 09, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
intimidated. intimidated by the people who keep on asking questions about some personal stuffs. it's like, why don't you mind your own life?? y0u have your own right?! why mess with mine!? hai. i certainly don't like people who digs in your past, trying to know evrything that happened. it just puts me out of the mood, knowing some friends of yours do this. even though some says that they're just concerned about the current situation, what the?! sometimes i don't believe in people, they're just trying to make some alibis to cover they're real agenda. or to put up some tattletales. i don't know. i really don't know. after the past broken friendships i have. i treasured them all. they taught me some lessons, though some taught it at the hard way. one of them is not to give your trust to others easily. even at first i wasn't at ease with them. it's like i'm trying to be somebody else who i'm not. i hate that feeling. seems like you're hiding in a shell and not able to tell what you really feel-- it pains when people are judging by what they see, without looking what's really inside of you. they're -- judgemental.
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