Wednesday, April 19, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
my day has been good. twas my sister's 13th birthday. we went to g4. gmik. anyway. iont want to ruin this day because of some sort of -- whatever. i was just trying to help him. but he never helps himself. that's why nothing happens. he just dpend it to others. if i could just tell him "would you stop being narrow minded?! as if killing yourself will be the last resort. can't you think other ways on how to solve your problems?!" as if you'll do it, i mean kill yourself in the first place.
i hope you'll realize someday na you have to get up on your feet, and be independent. look inside you to see what's the real problem. i wanted to say this before pa, but i can't. now, i can't tolerate this anymore. you keep on fooling people. ako nman, naniniwala, because i trust you. i believe you. why do you have to use this to fool other people? why can't you just stop this foolishness?
i know i have my own flaws and all. but you're hurting others. its not good. you're being selfish. you know, i've been trying my best to help you. but you're just leaving it. your pride is too high. you can't help yourself either. tzk. i hope you'll start to change. even if it means it'll take lot of time.
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whatever! i've had enough! do what you want to do. go ruin your life. i don't care anymore. enough is enough.
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