Thursday, November 09, 2006
INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
most of those who are hopeless romantic, those who are looking for their soulmates, believed that they can, somehow, get a lover, who'll end up having a happy ending. but not all couples end up this way. many have risked their hearts, break them. some, after breaking up with someone, doesn't yet want to have aonther relationship because they're not yet ready falling in love .. they can not yet afford getting hurt.
it hurts when we love someone and it ends up getting broken. but what hurts even more is risking our hearts, falling in love, although .. we know that .. we are waiting for nothing.
... hard to accept the truth .. reality. maybe it's true that fairy tales are the only ones that get a happy ending. how i wish i was one of those princesses who met their soulmates - or prince, and end up marrying them. how lucky! but i believe we shouldn't rush ourselves when it comes to falling in love. there's a perfect time for everything. a time where everything happens. so .. we shouldn't rush for it. it will come on our own.
i wuld like to share this phrase to you .. i really like it. this was last year. when we were about to go home, me and my busmates tuned in at 97.1. their songs are nice, most of which are love songs; since it is valentines day. then one dj said someone texted him and he would like to share it to everyone. so here it goes: when you want to have a butterfly, don't run or catch it. instead, open your hand and it will come to you." as the same with getting in love. so .. don't rush it, love will come to you.
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INFATUATED.
SMITTEN.
BESOTTED.
It's hard falling in love. risking everything you have in life just to be with your loved one. its hard loving the wrong way. Its just like you can never let go of a star when it was never at your reach. you can never reach your destination if you never risked taking a journey. and .. .. you can never lose someone you never had.
i also shared the same fate with others. it happened last year. i loved someone who, i know, can't just love me back. well, i continued .. you know .. loving the person .. but as each day passed, its .. its really hard. hard for me to forget because its really hard to hold on even if you know you're waiting for nothing. hard for me to accept the truth. hard for me to find another person to stop loving that person .. :`(
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